15: whining, sorry.

I am currently fed up with money and spending it, unnecessarily, on things that should be automatic.

What do I mean? I just spent $300 booking my return flight home--$100 to the program and $200 to the airport for flight cancellation. Freaking awesome. Considering the fiasco that was Vienna, and this $300 cancellation fee which could have potentially been another trip, I have now spent close to $1000 on things that don't actually benefit me directly. And the real kicker? When I fly back to the states, I fly back to LAX because they wouldn't let me change my destination to go straight home. AIFS sucks and if I would have known that I would have to deal with so much bullshit (excuse my language) while I was here, I would have never picked this program.

While we're on the topic of money woes, get this: my spring break in Marseilles? Probably not going to happen, either, considering that with flight, accomodation, transportation, and food, the cost of the trip comes out to something like $600 for only three days. D : Giant sad face. And I don't want to go to Paris again, because I'm probably going to go there at least twice more during my stay.

I hate that I worry about money so much. I'm afraid I'm going to go back to the States and feel like I didn't do anything. But I just can't justify $600 for three days, particularly when that money isn't entirely mine.

Blah, blah, blah. BORING. I just had to get it out. Promise more eventful things in the future.
I guess I'm going to a drag show / club tonight?